I would like to give a shout out to my biggest fan on blogspot.com. Today is her birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEFANIE RAE JOHNSON!!!! YOU ROCK:) 25 more years together and we will be racing each other around the nursing homes in our motor scooters!

A Prayer and a Promise

It's been so long since
You felt like you were loved
So what went wrong
But do you know
There's a place where you belong
Here in My Arms

When you feel like you're alone in your sadness
It seems like no one else in this whole world cares
And you want to get away from the madness
You just call My name and I'll be there
You just call My name and I'll be there

The pain inside
Has erased your hope for love
Soon you will find
That I'll give you all
That your heart could ever want
And so much more

When you feel like you're alone in your sadness
It seems like no one else in this whole world cares
And you want to get away from the madness
You just call My name and I'll be there
You just call My name and I'll be there
You just call My name
You just call My name

Call My name say it now
I want you to never doubt
The love I have for you is so alive

Call My name say it now
I want you to never doubt
The love I have for you is so alive

You just call My name
You just call My name
You just call My name

The love I have for you is so alive
The love I have for you is so alive
You just call My name
You just call My name
You just call My name

We can fool ourselves for living a life and then wake up one day and realize we haven't even started living the life we were meant to live yet. What if you fell in love with 3 people at the same time? Is that possible? Does that mean you are a whore or does that mean you just have a big heart? And what if you were in love with someone or atleast thought you were and spend every day running away from the fact that you knew it was going to eventually end? Isn't that bull POOP?!?! What if you spent your days falling in love with one person and spent your nights dreaming about others? Who else likes one person one minute because they are with them and the next day decides they like someone else because they talked to them and then realizes they should only have feelings for the one they are with because they are with them? What if you were clueless and you didn't know what you wanted? But you did know you hate yourself for breaking hearts and leading people on even though at the time you weren't leading them on because you thought it was what you wanted. What if you could be free, start over and live the life you were born to live? And be ok with not knowing who you were going to live it with but just know that you were going to live?

WHAT IF.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!:)