Monday, July 14, 2008

We can fool ourselves for living a life and then wake up one day and realize we haven't even started living the life we were meant to live yet. What if you fell in love with 3 people at the same time? Is that possible? Does that mean you are a whore or does that mean you just have a big heart? And what if you were in love with someone or atleast thought you were and spend every day running away from the fact that you knew it was going to eventually end? Isn't that bull POOP?!?! What if you spent your days falling in love with one person and spent your nights dreaming about others? Who else likes one person one minute because they are with them and the next day decides they like someone else because they talked to them and then realizes they should only have feelings for the one they are with because they are with them? What if you were clueless and you didn't know what you wanted? But you did know you hate yourself for breaking hearts and leading people on even though at the time you weren't leading them on because you thought it was what you wanted. What if you could be free, start over and live the life you were born to live? And be ok with not knowing who you were going to live it with but just know that you were going to live?

WHAT IF.....

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